Far

Sometime we wish that we can be there
Beside someone
To hear their cry
Or at least to just be there... and not let them be alone.
To make sure they are okay
To solve their problem
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But
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It is far
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To hear their cry
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And you cry to God
That they will always be safe.
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You are strong. Please be strong, my friend.
I am with you
Althought you are far away.
At least in my pray.
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Always.

Dunia lain

"Kalau bukan bersama di alam ini, mungkin akan bersama di alam lain..."
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Dan baru malam ni perasan suatu ayat yang kuat kat sana.
Menunjukkan perasaan yang kuat.
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Alam lain. Takpe, kita cuba dengan alam persahabatan. Ok?
😁

Disclose

Dan, ada kalanya dengan bertanya dan diberi pencerahan.
Semuanya akan terungkap.
Terjawab.
Dan saling meredhai.

Unknown

Kadangnya, ada benda yang lebih baik untuk kita tak korek.
Biar tertanam dengan persoalan.
Tak perlu banyak bertanya.
Kerna bila kita tahu terlampau banyak.
Hanya menoreh hati.

Buka Hati Dengan...

Tak nak buka hati ke?

Pardon me.... buka hati?

Dengan pisau ke?

Hahahaa...

Tunggulah... nanti aku cari kunci spare.

Aku nak lock dulu.

Biar elok betul sebelum orang baru masuk.

Hati Kering

"Minta maaf kalau saya lukakan hati awak."
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"Takpe. Takde apa2 sebab hati saya memang dah kering. Dah banyak luka. Darah pun dah banyak mengalir"
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Itu maknanya hati dah kering

Kontang
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Terkontang-kanting

Sweet Scar

"Eventually the scar will turn into the sweet memory if you are sincerely love someone"

Hingga Ke Akhir

Ya, aku berjuang hingga ke akhir.
Hingga ketemu jawapan yang tersangat jelas.

Walau berjuta kali ingin mengalah sebelumnya.
Walau disuruh berhenti berjuang oleh rakan-rakan.
Walau disuruh mencari yang lain.

Selepas puas menanya pada Pemilik Hati.
Akhirnya diberi petunjuk.

Dan
Ketahuilah

Tidak pernah rasa sesal untuk penantian ini.
Penantian yang penuh bermakna.

Sangat gembira dan redha walau apa pun pengakhirannya.
Kerna telah kuserah pada yang Maha Merancang.

Akhirnya

Thank you so much for our friendship.
At least I have been given opportunity to meet such beautiful heart.

Reality

Hahaha... again. From Fort Bliss.

A woman, Maggie just come back from Afganistan as the medical officer for army.
And her son that she left for 15 months want to stay with the new soon-to-be-fiancee of her ex boyfriend instead of her.
Then, she feel so depress and call her father.

"You need to be patient. That is what I faced when I came back from war," her father advises.

Maggie's face seem still in the stress mood.

"Are you patient at that time, dad?" She asks.

"Nope, I am not"

And all she want is someone who can relate with her problem.
To share her problem with whom has experience it and can frankly advise her.

And she smile as that she know that she is not the only one who lose patient when facing that kind of problem.

You Never Think About Me

Again, dari cerita Fort Bliss

A scene bila si boyfriend ugut untuk dapatkan hak penjagaan anak selepas si girlfriend daftarkan diri lagi sekali untuk bertugas di Afganistan sebagai pengawai perubatan..

"You never thought of me..." she said.

"... you know what... When the stranger knocked our house or when I got a phone call...
what came into my mind? Guess what?
'Is it a call from army telling me that you are gone?', 'Is it a messenger telling me that you are wounded?'.
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It really haunted me" says the boyfriend.

And yes... everyone is struggling with their own problem.
I wont judge you.
Just be yourself.
Text me when you are free and comfort.

Not a promise

Cerita Fort Bliss.
I like one of the scene.

"I plan to come back," say the soldier.
"I plan to stay" say the mechanic.

"But it is NOT a PROMISE"
"Yup, it is NOT a PROMISE"

Still, they put a hope that they will be together.

Explain

"I have something to explain to you"
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"Okay, go on"
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"Umm.. go on"
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"I too have something to explain... but hmmm...
I thought that I will explain after you explain to me but....
Maybe, maybe something is best left unsaid.
Maybe"
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*deleting that silly script

Fair Affair

Ada yang bertanya
Tak nak buka ke hati
Ke orang baru?
Aku diam
Dalam diam
Aku bertanya
Adil ke
kalau buka hati kepada orang baru
Tapi hati masih tak tertutup pada orang yang lama?
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Its not a fair affair, kan?

Lie

Take my hands... one more time
Whisper the lies just to make me smile
And make my smile broke one more time
Shall I knew, I would not let you hold my hand
As I would use it to plug my ears

Beza

Rindukan seseorang. Umm...
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Atau rindu untuk memiliki seseorang.
Beza itu.

Meliar Mata

Mata meliar
Bila di kawasan awam
Mencari susuk seseorang
Walau tahu mungkin hanya 1% peluangnya
Untuk bertemu dengannya
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Kerna orang sepertinya susah hendak ketemu
Mungkin hanya 1% sahaja daripada mereka.

Setahun Tidak Bersua, Sebulan Tiada Khabar

Dan ini tempat untuk si lemah.
Puas menutup mata.
Tiada lena.
Hanya mampu menulis.
Sebagai pengubat.

Setahun.
Sebulan.
Minta maaf.
Aku masih menulis di sini.

You never said

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Jauh

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